February Song

So it's another February. Yes, that wonderful month where suddenly you need to be with someone, cards and candy take over your budget, and all you see is naked babies and couples everywhere you go. LAME!!!

So, what does a single girl of the 21st Century have to say about this? Well as a mormon girl who should have been married by now or have gone on a mission, I would like to say that people need to be concerned with themselves more then my love life. Honestly, since when does having a boyfriend have to do with who you are?

That being said, lonliness is inevitable. I would love a guy. I would love to meet the guy who makes me smile even when I don't want to. A guy who knows me so well that he knows exactly what I'm thinking just by the way I look and what mood I'm in. I want a boy who will rub my back anytime I ask and who likes to cuddle. I want a guy with prince charming features who will sing me to sleep, and who doesn't back down or step away when I start to cry. Does such a boy exist? Who knows. Maybe he's out there. Maybe he's out of my league.

For now I think I'll just stick to what I know best, which is me. A very smart boy once told me I should be my best self and let the rest fall into place. Of course this boy has girls flocking all over him. ;) Seriously though, I think the only way I'll ever find anyone is to know exactly who I am and wait for a guy who likes what I have to offer. Who knows, maybe it will happen. Maybe it wont. At this point, my life is not about waiting for some guy to come and make things happen. So here's to being me and learning to love it!